Well, it's been a while. It's amazing what being happy with your life does to you. It's kind of crazy what happens when you change who you are, what you do, your lifestyle, ambitions, and pretty much everything under the sun.
Now as I sit on the morning of the apocalypse, I finally have found the ambition to write as myself again. I have been working to take a direction as sort of an indirective 'guiding light' in the path to a greater existence. For lack of a better phrase, I have run into a dead end. I have found I have only traveled so far, and I have much farther to go before I can say more.
I have retreated to living in music, working, and figuring out my next move. It's interesting taking such big leaps, and then taking small steps. I guess that's what life is about, huh?
It's not often, I can be unethical in a social network setting anymore. It not often I can say I enjoy a few strong drinks and being a dumb kid. I can honestly say I miss the fuck out of it. Social and Ethical constraints are a bitch, and finding the balance is really hard.
I like to have a drink, I like to listen to music, and I like to experience life through the eyes of many venues. It's hard to be in the mental health field in your 20's and still do everything you want to do. There's a good reason why I'm where I'm at now, not going head-first into my career, not being incredibly serious. It's because when we're our age, you're not supposed to. We're young and trying to figure it out.
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